Wednesday, September 01, 2004

OK...SO HERE'S THE DEAL

On some shit I've been trying to deal with for awhile...not necessarily in any order of importance or anything,because it's all floating around in my head at the same time. Please put your safety bar in place, here we go...
The republican national convention...I absolutely can't believe that ANYBODY in their right mind could buy into this scripted , corrupt load of utter and complete BULLSHIT. Did I fall asleep and wake up as the only poor person in america? This party is a party of elitist , rich, manipulative and conniving assholes worthy of nothing less than banishment to the 7th level of hell. And to the people who support them I say: What is your fucking problem????Are you rich or retarded? This administration is such a blatant ass fuck without a reach around to most americans, and the fact that so many are blind to it makes me want to, oh, I don't know, get on a horse and ride around the country screaming "the borg are coming! the borg are coming!". Support them if you must, but in the end they will fuck you around too...I guarantee.
The democratic national convention...Read as above, but exchange "Are you rich or retarded"? with " Are you middle class and retarded"? and "The borg are coming" with "the teletubbies are coming!".
The only difference between the parties is who they blow and how long it takes them to cum, or in the republican parlance "finish".
I have strong opinions about american politics...mostly that it's all corrupt, regardless of party...republicans in my mind are insufferable assholes who should be gassed and dems are insufferable pussies who should be shot. But that's just me...I get too "emotional" about the "process" and my voice is lost in that wash of resignation and sheepish mentality that most of america calls "the party line" that should really be called "somethings wrong with this here democracy...someone needs to come along and fix it already".
I would step up to the plate, but I'm too busy drinking and looking at porn, trying to forget about the ass fucking the government is giving me, ready to pounce on my habits and expose me as a deviant if I dared step up and tried to do something about it. So I'll just sit here and keep my medals to myself.
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DOGS

Keep them separated for another 21(or is it 14) days?!?!...No interaction between them...rotate the sleeping place ( it's sully's turn to sleep with us tonight, theo is relegated to the office, I put him in the office 30 minutes ago and he has been barking and whining and scratching at the door). And who can blame him? He has been sleeping with us for 6 years. We have effectively abandoned him, cut him off. We are moving him down in the order to #3, sully becomes # 2, and irene finally gets to claim her crown as queen bee @ # 1 in the pack, all in the hopes that they will stop fighting.
That they will accept the new order in time. I am not so sure about this. Irene could be easily killed by either of the boys if they took a mind to...if the instinct led them...she is half the size of the boys.
On the other hand, my parents had a siamese cat that patrolled the perimeter of our yard preventing great danes from trespassing...I saw her do this on many occaisions.
Then we get back to the choice of who to get rid of. I cannot explore this...I love them both.
It's a "quality of life issue" I'm being told...do you continue on because the dog is enjoying a good quality of life or...are you keeping them around for your own benefit? That's a good goddamn question. I'm still working the permutations...I'll have to get back to you on this one.
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There's more...the job...the union...the shop I'm working out of....and where exactly should a 44 year old man be in this world, and when I say be, I mean "BE" in the most philosophical sense of the word...I don't care about money, or "station". I just care about balance, and I'm feeling very unbalanced these days.
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Where is that confounded bridge?
I haven't figured out the answer to that one yet

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