Tuesday, September 23, 2003

HALF WAY THERE...
Well,I got my left leg finished...it's amazing how we heal.Tattoos peel like a sunburn and I'm already peeling...testament to my metabolism or Hez' technique...I suspect it's a little of both.
We didn't get past drawing on the right leg...not wanting to be impulsive we opted to wait until today...so he could draw something up beyond a thumbnail...
I get a call this morning...he is sick...reschedule for this friday...DAMMIT!
So...I gotta talk about something else.
There's a link to your right to full metal jackass...It's my attempt to make sense out of the majority of my adult life. Career wise anyway. I guess I picked the wrong one.
I've tried to tell this story several times witrhout success...everytime I try to tell it I have a buzz and do stupid shit like start a new blog.
Currently, I'm a parts guy at a pool and spa company...I started out as a pool cleaner,moved into repair,left for awhile and came back as the counter guy...I like my job.It pays well and I can go home at the end of the day without carrying the souls and secrets of people who met me under less than pristine circumstances..or even worse, (punctuation is NOT my strength) psychopathic circumstances.
So...now I'm a regular worker doing a regular job...no worries,right?
I feel like I carry the weight of the world with me no problem...the people I deal with now are just as damaged as the people I used to deal with...only they don't know it and I can't put them into a security room until they are ready to deal with it.I just watch and record...for no one in particular.
Our world as it grinds to a hault...grinding hault.
Because of the world as I experienced it...I'm a mess.

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