LIES FROM THE TABLECLOTH

...Snagged the new System of a Down CD (well...new to me anyway ) it fucking RULES.
Nuff said. "Feed us lies from the tablecloth"...what a lyric.
Just some random ramblings....

Yesterday, the sheetrock guys were cutting some fire resistant board about 5 feet away from me and my ladder...the rising stench was awful, yet familiar. By the end of the day, between that smell and the adhesive they were using I had a Casino scale headache. So this morning they were busily sawing away and it hit me...speed. It smelled like the speed we used to snort back in the day. ugh. And that fucking saw was killing me....high pitch grindy death to the ears ( like I need more hearing loss ). My foreman took pity and sent me upstairs to install can lights.The painters up there had thier radio on...tuned to" the river". That's a contemporary christian station. Every song sounds the same, praising the lord in the cheesiest lyrical way EVER. The lord may have claimed these artists souls, but he forgot to infuse them with the ability to write a song that is not the equivilent of a sharp kick to the testicles every 5 minutes. Suddenly, I was missing the saw noises and smells of past substance abuse.

I got an email back from my first girl...she'll be in town over christmas. Lunch! or something! I remember her mom once said of me: " The eyes are the window to the soul, and when I look in his eyes I see nothing ". Wow...How fucking wrong can a person be? Awww, she was probably just being a mom. Right? Right????

I went and wired in a junction box between a pond pump and the outlet for an old friend after work today, it reminded me of how much I like doing helpful things for people I care about, people in general really...but especially friends. I finally have a vocation that is a viable avocation, as opposed to that social worker gig...like people want advice from a junior psychologist. HA!

..."All you maggots smoking fags out there on santa monica boulevard...." " You should of never trusted Hollywood".
System of a Down.

Good night Irene :)